Our card for today, Friday, November 28th, is taken from the Angel Tarot Cards – 5 Unity/Archangel Sandalphon – “Traditional viewpoints or methods. Spiritual organizations. Seek out mentors and like-minded friends.”
5 represents – “A significant change is occurring, always for the better. It’s a good idea to call upon Heaven for help with life changes.” (Angel Numbers 101)
Archangel Sandalphon is the Archangel who delivers prayers from Earth to Heaven. Call upon him to increase your faith and your commitment to your dreams and goals. (Angel Tarot Cards Guidebook)
This is a very interesting card to have pulled for today’s reading. Over the past few days I have been feeling very low, tired of everything and just wanting to go home, to the other side. For those of you who don’t know, I have a Twin Flame blog/s (one on WordPress and one on Blogger) and I posted on my blogs saying how I was feeling and the reasons why. A friend read my post and wrote me to say that many Lightworkers are feeling the same and that there is a need for more contact and connection between us, as many of us feel isolated and alone.
I don’t know about you but I know that I have been holding on for a very long time for something to happen or come along that will give my life meaning and purpose. When it comes to this ascension process or being reunited with our Twin Flames, we are constantly being told it’s just around the bend, it’s going to happen soon, and so on. It’s getting to the point where I don’t want to read posts about how soon this is going to happen because I have been hearing this for 7 years. I know some of you have been on this path longer than I have and honestly I don’t know how you do it.
It’s also at the point where I don’t want to read or watch or listen to anything about Twin Flames. It’s not that I don’t believe I have one, I have beautiful Rob, who is in spirit, with me at all times. It’s just this longing for him in a physical body or for me to join him on the other side. I know that part of our mission is to anchor this love on the planet, but more and more lately I am not feeling the need or the desire to do much of anything except to sleep.
As most of you know, I have been in an incredible amount of physical pain especially over the last month since I pulled a muscle, or tore ligaments, or whatever it is I did, that has me in constant pain and taking pain killers and muscle relaxants like they are candy. However they make me sleepy and so I spend a lot of my day in bed. There is a plus side to this in that my dream life is a lot more interesting than my waking reality. But this is not the way I want to be. This is not living, at least that is how I feel.
I had to give up work in 2011 due to chronic pain related to arthritis and fibromyalgia and so I have my good days and bad days with that. However my work was my life, it was what gave me purpose and a reason to get out of bed. Now I find myself in the position of losing more of my mobility and therefore my freedom too. This is not how I saw my life progressing.
There has been a great outpouring of love and support from all of you as well as from the readers of my blog. I am very grateful to all of you for your prayers and your understanding. From some of the comments I have received on my blog, I am far from the only one who is feeling this or similar things, of being tired and wanting all of this to be over.
So as this card reminds us, we need to be here for each other, we need to make the effort to reach out and offer our support, lend an ear or a shoulder, or whatever it is we can do to help each other see this mission on this planet through to its conclusion. We are all in this together and we will get through this if we are connected to each other.
Have a great day everyone! ~Namaste~
Love✲ ¸¸.•*¨¸.☆.¸＊°˚ ˚
& Light ♫☯♪ ☼ AuroraLightStar
Artwork taken from the Angel Tarot Cards, Unity, artist: Steve A. Roberts